August 9th – Language proficiency interview (LPI)
I'm now almost done with Preservice
Training (PST). I don't know when I will have enough internet to
post this message but I'm writing it now.
After site visit I pretty much spent
all available time learning, attempting to learn, the language at my
site – Dagaare. I spent almost every available hour not otherwise
consumed by Peace Corps with flashcards, studying, and reciting
words, phrases, and paragraphs. Please ignore the Facebook photos on
my birthday or otherwise at “the spot” - (local slang for a
resource center (slang for a place that serves drinks.)) Missing out
on spending time relaxing with others in the group was a sacrifice.
I passed the language proficiency
interview (LPI) at the minimum level required. In Ghana that means
intermediate mid. So higher than novice, lower than advanced – in
the middle of the intermediate rank. I'm happy I passed but I have a
lot of work once I get to site. I could function fine with minimal
Dagaare at my site, but I'd like to be able to do more.
Swear in next week.
There are a few more tasks to complete
before we swear in on the 14th. As if language was not
enough of a challenge they are also making me learn a dance to drums.
We do it as a group for the swearing in ceremony. Just another
thing to try to do my best at even as I see others doing it so much
easier.
After we “swear in” we will be
official Peace Corps Volunteers (PCVs) – to this point we are still
Peace Corps Trainees (PCTs). They told us that as a volunteers we
will be “on the books” and working for the US Federal Government.
I guess we are in some sort of “never never” land during this
training as far as Uncle Sam is concerned – mixing metaphors this
is certainly not Kansas.
I also get a raise. My current weekly
stipend is Ghana ¢ 28
(Cedis). This is worth a little less than $8.00 at the going
conversion rate. Surprisingly this is been enough if I watch my
money. My pay will increase as a volunteer but I will also need to
buy my food, cooking fuel and such. Peace Corps is run on a tight
small budget and one of the defining characteristics of a Peace Corps
Volunteer is to live in and with your community at close to their
standard of living. The cost of living is a little less in my area
than in the major cities, but everyone is being hit by inflation and
the continued decline of the conversion rate to the dollar. I'm use
to living on a budget so I'm sure I'll be fine. But enough at money
for now. I'm sure it will come up in the future.
The first thing after swearing in and
no longer being a “trainee” will be, wait for it, yes you guessed
it – more training – we will have our first in-service training
(IST) for two days. We will learn practical stuff like how to
maintain a pit latrine and other things. This will be nice
information before heading off to site.
Ghanian English.
“In Ghana they speak English.
However, the sentences. They are short most of the time. Or only
phrases. We talk this way so the people can know what we say.
Although I think, when they talk to me in Dagaare, they talk at their
normal rate. Very fast or maybe maybe my ears are so slow.”
If you read the above quote out loud in
under 20 seconds you need to slow down.
I've noticed sometimes when I talk with
other volunteers, when I'm talking with family on the phone, or when
I type on this blog my sentences become Ghanian English. I sometimes
leave it this way when I edit to show a little bit about how life is
like for me. Anyway on with the post ….
I'm still happy.
It has been a pain struggling with the
language and the cold bucket baths are a chilling experience in the
morning and evening. Still I'm happy. As happy as I was with
Theresa and the kids and a fair bit happier than the last year in
Missouri. Of course part of that was the grief after Theresa and my
dad “moved on” within a month of each other - but even after that
period – I was just working and coming home or volunteering a
little. Yes, the work was relatively easy and paid well. However,
it was also frustrating because the company did not invest in the
proper tools. The work was not challenging, interesting nor
fulfilling. I was not very happy, just going through the motions.
I'm finding myself happy now even as I
desperately miss my kids and family. I'm far away and will not be
coming back to visit until next August and September for Sam's
wedding. Long distant phone calls are great and once I get to site
the improved internet may further improve communication. Still that
time will be limited are I continue to integrate with my community,
teach, and spend time on secondary projects. (more about those in
the future)
Anyway – in the last several weeks I
spent a fair amount of time wondering why I'm happy. Shouldn't I be
sad based on how much I miss my family?
First, think I'm learning a little
about what I need to be happy. Not to be overly dramatic – but
like Job – my wife, family, and home have been “taken away” or
as least well separated by distance. I still have my health for
those who know the story :-)
But about what I need to be happy: Do
I NEED a four bedroom house? No. Hot showers? I guess not....
As happiness comes from within I'm
pleasantly surprised to find that as things are removed – oh my
wonderful 5 minute hot shower each morning – I can generally remain
happy and upbeat. Even when I'm frustrated with language or some
other thing thrown at me I've been generally able to remain happy and
upbeat.
Part of this happiness, I think, is
being able to talk and relax with those in my training group –
nothing like a bunch of diverse, intelligent, and energetic 20
somethings to keep you feeling young and old at the same time. Also,
I've had many great short or long conversation with the people I've
met in Ghana. I guess I'm a little bit like my dad who could start a
20 minute conversations with a total stranger and end up with a
friend. (If only I had his memory.)
Another part, perhaps the bigger part,
of my happiness is the opportunity to help people. I think more than
anything else – this is what brings me happiness. I had too much
work and not enough volunteering to bring much satisfaction while I
was in Missouri last year. Perhaps if my job had been more
interesting or challenging or something it might have been different.
I hope not – I'd like to think that I would have chosen this life
anyway – but the decision might have been harder.
I'm still working this out and I know
that there are many challenges ahead. I expect that there will be
days of frustration, anger, worry, confusion, and such. However, for
now at least, there is a fire of happiness burning deep in my soul.
Or perhaps Theresa is helping me along.
Come what may I'm ready for my my next
step when I swear in to become a PCV and moving to my new site, my
new home, for two years. I'll post again after I get settled in at
my site. And mom – I promise to get a can of paint as soon as
possible ….
Love always - John
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